Being Loved When You Know You're Not Good Enough - EP

by Lostchild

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03:44
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04:11
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04:48

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released January 6, 2017

Written, performed, produced, mixed and mastered by J. Copplestone, 2016.
Additional mixing and mastering on Lifeline by John at Dusted Productions, 2016.

Thanks to Viv and Harry for believing in me and helping me take Lostchild to the next level.

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Small town boy from the UK.

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Track Name: Lifeline
I’m going back, going back,
Though places I’ve been,
I’m going back, going back,
Through faces I’ve seen
Do you do that too,
When everything’s bruised?
‘Cause no one seems
No nothing seems true.
Because it’s not you.

I’m waiting for the perfect night,
Been waiting for it all my life,
But I never lost my will to fight,
So if this is my last lifeline,
Let it be my lifeline.

I’m going back, going back,
Through ways that I’ve been,
Unfaithful to, faithful to you.
Where do I begin?
Do you know I do?
I’ve tried to break through,
Now everything’s blue,
Now everything blue,
Because it’s not you.

I’m waiting for the perfect night,
Been waiting for it all my life,
But I never lost my will to fight,
So if this is my last lifeline,
Let it be my lifeline.

Waiting for it all my life,
Never lost my will to fight,
Lifeline.

I’m waiting for a perfect night,
Been waiting for it all my life,
But I never lost my will to fight,
So if this is my last lifeline,
Let it be my lifeline.
Track Name: Town
There's a light inside of me,
And it's dimming day by day.
I long for the city streets,
hear them call.

'Cause I dream at night of getting out,
but I wake to these four walls.
And the faces all blend into one,
it's a face I'll never love.

And my mama says she thinks she knows what's best for me.
But the boy she thinks she knows is tearing at the seams.
And I know the love I crave's out there waiting for me,
I just wanna get down,
Get me out of this town.

There's a fire inside of me,
and it keeps the dark at bay,
but it's burning aimlessly,
with no goal.

'Cause I want so much but I don't know,
what it is I really want,
all I know is I won't find it here,
in a town where no one talks.

And my mama says she thinks she knows what's best for me.
But the boy she thinks she knows is tearing at the seams.
And I know the love I crave's out there waiting for me,
I just wanna get down,
Get me out of this town.

And my daddy says he thinks he knows what's wrong with me.
But the boy he thinks he knows is gone, why can't he see?
And I know the love I crave's out there waiting for me,
I just wanna get down, and I just wanna be found, and I just wanna get down,
Get me out of this town.
Track Name: Blind
What are you gonna say to me?
What are you gonna do?
Are you gonna make me feel again?
Are you gonna pull us through?

Where are we going?
Seems I just can’t reach you, no,
There’s no way of knowing,
And I just can’t teach you, no.

When I stop and realise,
I know I blew it.
So I cover up my eyes,
You can’t see it when you’re blind.

And I live for the night,
I get high all the time,
I’m out of my mind,
But I know what I like.

‘Cause I live for the night,
To get high all the time,
I’m out of my mind,
But I know what I like.

And so I disconnect myself,
From what I’m about to do,
I Try to separate my mind,
From every thought of you.

What am I doing?
I think I might need you now,
But the way that I’m going,
Seems that there’s just no way out.

And when I think about my life,
I know I chose it,
So I cover up my eyes,
You can’t see it when you’re blind.

And I live for the night,
I get high all the time,
I’m out of my mind,
But I know what I like.

‘Cause I live for the night,
To get high all the time,
I’m out of my mind,
But I know what I like.

I’m so blind that I can’t see,
What is right in front of me.
Track Name: S.A.M.
As I lie alone,
In my cold bed,
I think about the times I held out,
Your love from me.
You waited so patiently.
As I try to roam,
In my own skin,
I think about the times I forgot,
Your love for me.
As far as the eye can see.

So I take a walk,
In my hometown,
I think about the times I woke up,
With you next to me.
The closest thing to happy.
Now I find a room,
With no doors in,
I think about my life and realise,
Your love for me,
Was always too good for me.

What I'm trying to say,
is that baby you changed me.
And now I'm on my way,
I only hope you remember me.
That's just a little something about me.
That's just a little something about me.

Now it's hard to say,
What I'm feeling,
You think it's hard to love,
But just you try being loved,
When you know you're not good enough.
We weren't always strong,
God I know that,
And maybe I was weak,
When letting go,
But now I understand,
You helped me find out who I am.

What I'm trying to say,
is that baby you changed me.
And now I'm on my way,
I only hope you remember me.
What I'm trying to say,
is that baby you changed me.
And now I'm on my way,
I only hope you remember me.
That's just a little something about me.
That's just a little something about me.